tear down that facade

[15th November 2009; Sunday|1737]

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full

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Swensens with do, jo & ch on friday night & congrats girlfriend, you pass your tp with only 8 demerit points. You can send me home everytime after our date. heh. Town on saturday evening to purchase 2012 tix before meeting poly mates for dinner. Dined at nydc, caught up with the botak boys & sexy before heading cine for favorite frolick. Back home to pass time, hitched gor's ride & returned back to cine for 2012 with do, jo & ys. Carousel with sister & favorite cousins in the noon just & it was good. Gotta prepare now to meet squad mates for dinner before ending my freedom. Ciao!

fuckyeahhappy

[14th November 2009; Saturday|1518]

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good

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Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it.
- Terry Pratchett

[8th November 2009; Sunday|1713]

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restless

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Down to HSA to donate blood on saturday morning but it wasn't successful due to the flu vaccine I had on thursday. Met up with sister after that for astro boy & man it was awesome. HTHT over soupspoon before heading back home & out I went again with jo, gor & clique for love happens. Slept throughout the entire movie all thanks to sheshallnotbenamed for insisting the show & I haven't collected my money back RAH. Reached back home at 4am plus & I gotta give realrun a miss. I could survive the run but couldn't survive the whole day without sleep so yeah, thank you duck for helping me to collect the race goody. Out with zoo for sizzler down at suntec & it was good hanging with them; simple & enjoyable. Now I'm back home disliking the fact that freedom gonna end soon, nearing the possibility of hell week. Dang!

fuckyeahhappy

[7th November 2009; Saturday|2301]

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drained

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In the end, you will realize you gotta stand alone, even when all odds are against you. How things have changed from the first day till now. How people have evolved to the surroundings, to the people around them. The differences are there; you see it & feel it. Perhaps everything is just karma & it has decided to fall on you to let you experience what others have experienced. Who can you really trust to share the thoughts, the feelings, the opinions? Whatever shared may be deemed otherwise & explaining will make it worse. At the end of the day, you will be dead tired, mentally. Words that couldn't be spoken will be revolving in the mind, draining out every energy you had. Now you are out of the circle, able to see whatsupposedlynot in another view, clearer. You will observe & notice how people do their everything; pretty or ugly you decide yourself. You ponder whether are they really the one you know back then or was it you are just blinded by a facade they built up. Everything happens for a reason, depending you see in optimistically or pessimistically. It is part of growing up, part of life. Believe me, it will make you stronger. Have faith. :)

fuckyeahhappy

[1st November 2009; Sunday|1827]

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lazy

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Jennifer's body with clique & it isn't worth watching. BBB & Reid are my new love now. heh awesome. Oh yah, not forgetting my new girlfriend. Enjoy slacking at work & remember to talk to our dodo. :) Freedom is ending soon, all the best to everyone. I'll see you all in 5days time lovelove.

fuckyeahhappy

[1st November 2009; Sunday|0212]

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sleepy

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Back home from chillout session with clique at haji lane after SIM. x1000 :) Gotta turn in now. Ciaozxzxz.

fuckyeahhappy

[31st October 2009; Saturday|1946]

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hungry

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Awesome halloween day at SIM with laptop, notes, sister & her friend.
Oh yeah gastric is here too again crap.

fuckyeahhappy

[30th October 2009; Friday|2345]

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cheerful

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One criteria down. Thank God for your blessings. x100000 :)

fuckyeahhappy

[25th October 2009; Sunday|1044]

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refreshed

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Chopped off more hair yesterday & now I look totally like a boy. Shouldn't have done it but oh wells, no point grumbling afterall appearance is just superficial HAH! Had dinner with sister & boyfriend before meeting mengele & faris for my sister's keeper. Double thumbs up for it. Woke up early this morning & took a run to the church to attend mass. It has been a loong looooong time. The last time I attended mass was way way back on chinese new year. Ran back home & I'm pretty lucky to be back home already cause the sky is now dark. Rights, gotta wash up & get ready to head out for lunch to celebrate sister's 22nd with family.

Have faith & not expectations.

fuckyeahhappy

[24th October 2009; Saturday|2058]

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good

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We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
- Chuck Palahnuik

[24th October 2009; Saturday|1114]

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sleepy

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Finally a run after soooooo long. Had 2 weeks of no exercise & luckily I still did fairly well for my nike 10km. My knee wasn't hurting & I achieved my new personal best timing; below 53mins. Spoke to ks for a bit at the run, he was there with feldy. & I wonder how am I going to tahan real run rough terrain & especially standchart marathon. My endurance wasn't there like before & I don't know how to get it back. Well God bless please. I need my endurance & determination back.

Back to heroes. x10000 :)

fuckyeahhappy

[18th October 2009; Sunday|2152]

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full

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Saturday 10th Oct.
Serena's photography exhibition at mount sophia with r15 mates.

Saturday 17th Oct.
Always be cute lunch gathering at astons.
Nike race pack collection at flyers with alvin.
Isetan shaw with mengele & buddy.

Sunday 18th Oct.
Real run race pack collection at velocity.
Fish&co. at AMK hub with my new girlfriend. Updated & we both have each other's secret. Hopefully we will bring good news to each other during the next meet up. :)

fuckyeahhappy

(no subject)	[17th October 2009; Saturday\|1145]
I miss all of you, especially my 13yrs & monkey. You two are at so soo far away.
Link	run!

(no subject)	[17th October 2009; Saturday\|0003]
A sad soul can kill you quicker, far quicker, than a germ. - John Steinbeck
Link	run!

[11th October 2009; Sunday|1520]

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lethargic

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Actions made, words said are all under surveillance.
Eyes see, mouth speaks,
The supposedly will turn out to be otherwise.
& this is only part of human's work.

fuckyeahhappy

(no subject)	[10th October 2009; Saturday\|0027]
You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do. - Eleanor Roosevelt
Link	run!

[4th October 2009; Sunday|0059]

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good

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Tails are growing, facades are torn down. The best side of human is revealing now. The worse week ever! Things may never be the same again. It had been a long week. Freedom was given on friday evening, yet it was taken back at 2359 due to an event early in the morning the next day. Visited OC's house after the event, followed by jumali's, then down to sexy's 21st party with buddy & chun before settling for cloudy with a chance of meatball 3d. Amk hub later in the noon followed by cousin's wedding. Freedom till monday night! x100000000000000000000000 :)

2 kilometers|run!

[27th September 2009; Sunday|1915]

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gloomy

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The assuredness is fading fast & something that I dread most is happening. Who will be the one standing by you in the end? It struck me to think am I the one who has changed or the people around me has? How many will be left to walk down the rest of the journey with you? Have you sensed the distance between us?

[27th September 2009; Sunday|1632]

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bored

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"What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world, remains and is immortal."
- Albert Pine

This weekend is nothing happening. Down to beach road with r15 clique on saturday noon, followed by bishan to meet sister to chop my hair again, then dinner at yishun before heading home. The rest of the time was home with criminals minds. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

[26th September 2009; Saturday|1341]

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awake

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It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, (protecting its sanity), covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But, it is never gone.
- Rose Fitzgerald Kennedy